my mind has stopped working.

there are all these people and relationships and decisions and changes and happenings surrounding me.

and i feel overwhelmed.
and paralyzed.

today i was walking to the YoungLife office, and on my way from the bus stop i pass by this plot of land that is completely overgrown and covered with and surrounded by trash.

i had this really strong urge to just clean it all up.

i am fully confident that if i clean it, it will being to accumulate trash immediately and within a few weeks or months will look just the same.

but i believe that it would be worth it anyway.

i mean, thats what Christ does for us, isnt it?

He cleans up.
we make it dirty.
He cleans up again.

and its always worth it for Him.
no matter if we appreciate it, understand it, realize it, or get it dirty again.

He doesn't think twice about making things beautiful again.